This is the kind of thinking that's missing.
You know the people who will be considered "Masters" of the art made of language when they resent having to even engage in the creative process. You know the "Scholars" who don't feel it necessary to read the actual text they're aggressively arguing their opinions of.
We know when we're wrong in thought, action, intention. We're obligated to drop defense and forgive ourselves. It is part of the art, that grace, which is also the reflection of Divinity in our humanity.